well people...tjis sunday was my 1yr and 3 months with my babyAlyson. all thanks to God... without him... the will of God... i would have never been with Alyson...and I thanx him.... i know that i have done some fudge up stuff to my baby and i dont deserve her... but she still loves me and even more.... i dont now y she still does...but i am thankfull...... i can really say that i have changed alot.. people used to know me as the guy with the beard or the guy that fucked around wityh alot of people... got in trouble alot..... last year i was so bad and i really didnt care abotu my life except that i had my baby.... even with that i still did things that were unchristian like and unhnorable... i regret all those times that i made my baby cry... for the stupid mistakes that i did.... but as is well.... i acepted Jesus as my lord and personal saviour... got saved at IBBC(International Bible Baptist Church)...going to that church realyy showed me somthing... i needed God in my life and needed to hear the words of Jesus Christ... i knew that It wasLOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.. when i saw Alyson... my baby... but now i understand that is was under the will of God... now that i listen to the word of God.... no man should go to look a for a girl that they wan tto be with but to wait till God and under his will, present u a partner for u to be with the rest of ur life. i did go with a few firls but i always did pray to God and to ask him for a person for me to be with the rest of my life.... and i got some1...my babygirl...Alyson... shes more than wat i wanted in a person that i have asked God..... i can honestly say that from m heart and my soul... as a child of God.... Alyson and i are ment for each other... im blessed at the same time that i have also found my 1 and only at this very young age... some people tell me that its just puppy love and to not hang on 1 girl only.... but thats because they havent found the 1 for them.. so they continue on looking foe differnt girls with out the will of God and thats y they are misrable... but i know that i have mu SOULMATE... MY WIFE.. ALYSON...MY BABY.im wriitng this cause this sunday was my anniversary with her..... its  4 20 rightnow and im waiting for my abby to call my cell to go pick her from school... I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART BABYPOCKY...LIKE A PANDA LOVES BAMBOO AND CANT LIVE WITHOUT... ill wrie later k... I LOVE U BABY...HAPPY 1YR AND 3MONTHS!!!!!/// ILOVE U

gotta fix this xanga with codes and stuff.... but as long as i get to se my baby then im straight... i miss here right noe..shes at practice right noe...and im hacked on to thre system by using the comp that are avalable at this moment..... the school......fuck mara slavatrocha is right behind me.... so i goots go home or something....caus eif not then ima die here.... i miss u baby...I LOVE U BABYPOCKY